My new screen print idea..?

What do you guys think for this design for my next screen print? It took me ages to draw!! And a lot of rubbing out!! What do you think! I can garentee there will be more before Monday!!

I quite like it, is it okay??

Wow I worry about everything!!

Haha I just realized that a couple of posts ago was post 100!! I think that is pretty cool!!! happy!!

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Ballet went really well, it always makes me happy so now I'm in a really good mood, too bad I have to go to bed now :( oh well hopes up I wake up this happy in the morning!! Also I found these really nice snacks they are called corn crunch, they are just roasted corn kernels but really good! Yum eating them now, in bed I know... They taste like healthy crunchy popcorn! Kind of disappointed as I tweaked something in my ankle in PE last period, we were doing Zumba haha!! And dancing on it has made it worse and it has spread up to my knee :( I presume I just twisted it or landed on it weird and because I wasn't walking/dancing on it normally it out of lined my knee as well, I tend to do that a lot as my arches in my feet collapse easily so I know what it feels like... It just aches now not too bad so hopefully it will be gone in the morning !

Good night all xoxo ...or morning depending on where you live, good night here anyway :)

Friday!!!

Yay Friday, weekend!!! Horay!! Done all my homework, I can now do anything I want for two days!! Mwahaha! :) tomorrow I plan to walk down to the dairy (conveyance store) and stock up on lollies! Haven't got any in a long time so it is time to make a stash, I know it will take some effort to buy and eat them but they will last longer that way and I have made a mental disison that I will NOT come out with a bag of fruit! My goal! Haha sounds weird... Tonight I think we are having pasta and bacon yum! And I need to put on weight so I will eat it, I will!! It will be hard but I will all of it!!!

I did my speaking test today as well, yeah the one I was freaking out about and had to write and learn off by heart in French at 8 at night because my partner blew me off thanks, way to put stress on me! Well anyway I went up in my pink socks hat gloves and scarf and spoke and all went fine and I got excellence on it as well!! Yay!!

Have a nice weekend :) you can do it xoxo

Haha

So no anxious post in the morning :) well partly because for some reason I was very calm! I don't know why but it was good :) as for PE I just put three plasters over my cuts and yeah know one asked! So that's all good, we spent our period skipping!! Brings back childhood memories :) I did my speech last, as she was pulling our names out of a container mine wasn't being picked so I calmed down I would just have to do it tomorrow no probs but one of the speeches was short so there was time to do one more and then she called out my name... Kinda freaked out but just got up acted like there was no problems and it was all fine I spoke for 3:50minutes which is 50 seconds over the minimum time so that was good, I was so nervous and shaking I could hear my voice shaking as well as my face going bright red... Haha can't help it, I can't wait to see what mark I got, hopefully a merit higher (excellence) I think is unlikely but lower I think it's a bit harsh but I really don't care what my mark is, I GOT UP AND SPOKE IN FRONT OF THIRTY PEOPLE!!!!!! Yayyyyy I couldn't be prouder of myself, ya I felt like bursting into tears and running out refusing to speak but I did it !! That is all that matters to me at the moment so happy!!!

Today I feel good about my body!!

I really love my body today I love how it looks nothing looks out of proportion I look thin I don't feel fat and I know that I weigh 46kg !! Its great!! Loving it! Tomorrow could be completely different so I am the most of it :) I am not scared to put on my last 4kg, I will just look more healthy. When I weighed 38-42 I was scared that I wouldn't be able to see my ribs or my spine or have a thigh gap any more but you know I have put on 8kg and I really can't see any difference except my hair is smoother and shines more I can finally grow my nails are they use to get a little long bt would be so weak they just snap and my skin looks nicer it isn't that kind of dull pale see through look to it any more and I can still see my rib and spine and I am almost at a healthy weight again!! I was scared I would look fat but you know if I can't tell 8kg I'm not going to be able to tell 4kg! And you feel better not sick and stronger too part of the reason is when you put on weight after not eating you are growing muscle as well not just putting on fat! So don't think all this weight you are putting on is going strait to your tummy or bum or thighs it honestly doesn't !! You will love it recovery is worth it I promise I still have my bad days where I want to give up but you have to make the most out of the good ones xoxo. You can do it and you will feel oh so good when you have :)

And if anyone wants to email me privately you can on teddybear3584637@gmail.com   I know cheesy but this email is only for my blog and helping you!! So don't be afraid to ask, I love helping people oh soo much!! It can be anonymous a fake name honestly I dont care!! Any questions feel more than happy to email me xoxo. I know lots of you live overseas so if I don't reply quickly sorry I probably will be asleep or just really busy haha but I will answer!! And I wont judge you for anything  I know how it feels to be judged and it is not nice. So yeah :)

Anyway good night xoxo :)