Ballet exam Ahhh!!!

On Friday I set my grade 8 ballet exam. It was definitely one of the most terrifying things I have ever done but I survived and without too much panick so that was awesome :) :)   

Scariest exam yet I think as it was just four dances and you had to pass all of them to  pass the exam so hopefully I passed. Well I think I did anyway haha fingers crossed:) 

And you were the only person in the room except for the pianist and examiner so freaky :) 

So I will get my results in about a months time!! Excited. 

I don't think it went super great but not terrible either so I hope I did okay as it is a hard exam so yeah :) I mean I didn't fall or wobble (except for one tiny one :)) and ran the right way in all my dances as it was in a different studio so yeah :) 

And then I went out for dinner with s couple of my ballet friends so two scary things in one day but I survived. I know i can to these things just need to believe in my self and just breathe!!!! 

I had so much hair gel in as well it's ballet but it stayed in well!!! 

Hope all is well 

Lots of love

Livvy xx 

I am exhuasted!

Ugghh I am so happy just to be getting into bed now!! Why? Because I was already tired from playing touch on a very empty stomach (because of the new timetable) and then off I went to ballet where our teacher was back, haha and was actually okay with us! But she thought our adage (leg lifting. Holding, holding above 90 tephen moving it to the side then back keeping it at same height etc. simplest I could put it) could improve son we spend ages trying to keep my leg above 90, I swear that we must of done that for most of the lesson! Ahh legs like jelly!! Haha and the she decided for us to do our jumps, again really toady!! Oh well good exercise !! (but make sure you ARE allowed to do exercise before you do! There is no point exercising to lose weight think about it do you really want to be stuck in a hospital for the rest of your life or do you want to be out loving your body and enjoying life? Recovery is worth it!!) and then when I got home at 8 I dyed some paper for my static image assement tomorrow, and now my hand are mostly green blue and red, haha!! Next had my shower and ate tea (did have a bid snack before ballet). While I waited for my mum to get off the computer s I could print off my images for tomorrow and that took ages as out printer was being silly and didn't want to print certain fonts and picture so I had to find new ones... And now it is 10:33 and I just got into bed and am pretty much falling asleep writing this!!
:( and I have se my alarm to 6 :( t early for school!!
Anyway have a good night!!! Xoxo xoxo

After ballet...

Well during ballet we had to do crossed mountain climbers (just google if you don't know what they are I have no idea how to explain them...) and I clicked my hip and I must of pinched a nerve because it really hurt and the top of my thigh has gone completely numb and I can't feel anything there now and it is still like that now about three hours after I have done it. I told my mum but she doesn't think anything of it, so I am trying my best not to go into anxiety mode about it. It's hard, honestly I feel like panicking right now but I'm not going to. Apart from that ballet was fun as normal! Just now I have a numb leg and it feels so weird talk on! Haha...

Anyway have a nice peaceful sleep!! I'm sure I will fall strait asleep but first I need to eat some olives :) yum I love olives so much!! Goodnight xoxo :)

Long day..

Well another normal day at school today. My textiles teacher just will not give up! She really wants me to do textiles next year!! Today she marked my work and for the second time she has written, very good work do textiles next year! :) and yes she puts a smiley face!! And today as well she came up and gave me her very first endevner sicker (these weird things that we get and if you collect a certain amount you get awards/badges etc) Not that any yr10s really cares about them, only the teachers of the lower classes give them out to encourage the students to work!! Like my teachers only give them out on a very low occasion (because I am in the extension class!!) But honestly I don't really care about a badge!! Now time to do my maths homework! I feel I have to do it because most times he doesn't check it but I am sure the one time I don't do it he will check it so yeah... Wish me luck... Only three pages to go...

 pyramids..

 stimulationeous equations...

 And I have know idea what this is...

Of to ballet later too, yay!! But we have to go on point today so thats going to hurt... A lot...

They look pretty but hurt so much..

And this is what I have to fit my foot into, not kidding :(

 And on with no toe caps because otherwise they don't fit and I have no tape left to tape my feet so it will hurt even more, my toes are squished!! Well at least when they are smaller your feet go numb quicker!! (and my foot isn't that turned in and sickled its just the pic, if that was how I really pointed my foot I would NOT be on point at all or in grade 7!!)

Have a good afternoon!! xoxo :D

:)

Ballet went really well, it always makes me happy so now I'm in a really good mood, too bad I have to go to bed now :( oh well hopes up I wake up this happy in the morning!! Also I found these really nice snacks they are called corn crunch, they are just roasted corn kernels but really good! Yum eating them now, in bed I know... They taste like healthy crunchy popcorn! Kind of disappointed as I tweaked something in my ankle in PE last period, we were doing Zumba haha!! And dancing on it has made it worse and it has spread up to my knee :( I presume I just twisted it or landed on it weird and because I wasn't walking/dancing on it normally it out of lined my knee as well, I tend to do that a lot as my arches in my feet collapse easily so I know what it feels like... It just aches now not too bad so hopefully it will be gone in the morning !

Good night all xoxo ...or morning depending on where you live, good night here anyway :)

Ballet

Off to ballet, See ya later!!

Yep, where that big jumper for as long as I can!! Haha, have to take it off when I go in though... see my problem on why I want to put on weight as I can't get my legs together need more fat on them (well preferably muscle!) yeah that is a big problem, I always get marks taken off me for not having my legs together and when I lift my legs it looks like they are bent :( when they are not! Reason to put on weight!!

No matter how hard i try I cannot make my legs touch and that annoys me and is going to change!!!

Not motivated

I am so not motivated to get up this morning. I have been awake since 8am but I am still lying in bed now and it is 10am ... I know I have to get up and have breakfast but it is just sooo cold outside and I have my cat curled up with me and well it's just too much effort.

Good news though my brother did get into the rep team he wanted to and so we are probably going boot shopping later on. His boots are 180 dollars they are very expensive, my parents complained like hell when I got my pair of point shoes for ballet that were 200 and I have been very careful with them and have made them last two years and still going, they are a bit small now but small is good as your feet go numb quicker so you don't feel the pain :) and my brother gets two pairs of boots each season so three per year that he really doesn't need at all and my parents are more than happy to buy them for him which is three times the amount for points times how many many years he has been playing football!! Thats heaps more than one pair of points!! Anyways he seems to get everything he want like now he has two iPads what??! I don't know... I don't he always wants the newest thing but really there is nothing wrong with an iPad one I mean my works just as well as his new air. And my parents are buying him a phone for Christmas well yes I got one the christmas I went to high school but I payed for half of it and I only got a 100 dollar one and he is getting a 999 dollar one and doesn't have to pay for it !! And I worked hard to earn that money he hasn't had to work at all!! I really don't get it but oh well. I should really get up now... Anyway sorry for that ramble I just looked back at it and relised how big it was!! Sorry :)